"Its starting again, all over again. The time everybody is against you and tou dont have any friends that tou can coumt on except the internet? Its that time again to just surrender to Lord. I think this feeling happens when God knows that that i should be focusing on him more than any of the rest of the world has to offer. This happened before and like before i want to escape, escape from everything. I wanna go somewhere, somewhere thats its only me and the Lord. Reflecting on everything that i have done. Reading more, exploring the world beyond everything that i know. Right now all i wanna do is cry, cry untill i have nothing to cry on. Is there something wrong with me? Am i that dump? Why didnt i think of that? Why did i do that? Why everbody i know does not like me? But i guess i dont need their approval on anything. I know God is with me, He can make everything better. He can."